In a few weeks, I will get time to realize it's right before my eyes.

"...and I can take it, if it's what I want to do."

I don't think anyone understands that that's exactly what I needed to hear recently. (Nobody cares, I know this for a fact). I used to go to school just to see him and I could be horribly sick. It was weird, now I had to stay home to feel better about myself again. I'm so awfully tired of this shit. I don't think the world wants me to be happy. I'll find some release in my music, again.

So much work to do. I never want to go to school again.