My senior schedule could be better, but I do have friends in my classes, so that's good. I don't have anyone in my off or lunch period, that's kind of bad.
When did I become a senior?
Wednesday, August 29, 2012
Tuesday, August 7, 2012
haven't seen you for ages, i still fly into the rages at the mention of your name.
I'm really digging Destroyer right now. I heard "Chinatown" by them in a spur of the moment. I threw it on my phone just because it had been sitting in my Windows Media Player for ages, never listened to it.
Regretting the time that I had not been listening to it. I've really fallen in love with "Bay of Pigs (Detail)" though. There's really no continued thought to it, just a bunch of beautiful sentences that fall together perfectly.
Perhaps it's just because the middle portion I can really relate/feel to.
"Please remove your spurs, come to think of it, remove your antlers, haven't seen you for ages, I still fly into rages at the mention of your name. Christine...White."
Yeah, I came to terms that I never really got over Drew. I find myself comparing other dudes to him and I know I shouldn't, but whatever. It's a slow process. It doesn't really help that I'm down here, but I love it down here regardless.
They renovated Aury Island, so, there's a whole another structure, but a bunch of bushes growing in front of where we used to make out. I'm thinking they grew those just to prevent passerbys from ever seeing that shit again.
Eloquent, I know.
My family keeps bringing him up, and then they bring up Ian. I swear, I think they think I'm some sort of sexual deviant. They always joke about it, you know? Like, I get it, I like boys, some boys might find me attractive.
But in reality, if I was such a sexual deviant, would they be making jokes about it? They'd be fucking pissed, worried etc.
And this is what pisses me off, my guy cousins can joke about all this shit with them, but they don't give a fuck. But God forbid, Caroline shoves her fucking tongue down some asshole's throat and World War Three just started.
And here is when I post about how fucking horny I am right now. Still a virgin, though. Does that make sense? Of course it does. I'm looking at all these damn Olympian athletes, guys at the pool, waiters, attendants, FUCKING CASHIERS SO GOD DAMN HUNGRY.
Think I'll relax now. I really need to go shopping.
Regretting the time that I had not been listening to it. I've really fallen in love with "Bay of Pigs (Detail)" though. There's really no continued thought to it, just a bunch of beautiful sentences that fall together perfectly.
Perhaps it's just because the middle portion I can really relate/feel to.
"Please remove your spurs, come to think of it, remove your antlers, haven't seen you for ages, I still fly into rages at the mention of your name. Christine...White."
Yeah, I came to terms that I never really got over Drew. I find myself comparing other dudes to him and I know I shouldn't, but whatever. It's a slow process. It doesn't really help that I'm down here, but I love it down here regardless.
They renovated Aury Island, so, there's a whole another structure, but a bunch of bushes growing in front of where we used to make out. I'm thinking they grew those just to prevent passerbys from ever seeing that shit again.
Eloquent, I know.
My family keeps bringing him up, and then they bring up Ian. I swear, I think they think I'm some sort of sexual deviant. They always joke about it, you know? Like, I get it, I like boys, some boys might find me attractive.
But in reality, if I was such a sexual deviant, would they be making jokes about it? They'd be fucking pissed, worried etc.
And this is what pisses me off, my guy cousins can joke about all this shit with them, but they don't give a fuck. But God forbid, Caroline shoves her fucking tongue down some asshole's throat and World War Three just started.
And here is when I post about how fucking horny I am right now. Still a virgin, though. Does that make sense? Of course it does. I'm looking at all these damn Olympian athletes, guys at the pool, waiters, attendants, FUCKING CASHIERS SO GOD DAMN HUNGRY.
Think I'll relax now. I really need to go shopping.
Monday, August 6, 2012
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